~I have been traveling a lot as of late, the world in a ever growing turmoil.. I walk in from my last trip to the Tahari where I have been establishing a new home... Looking over I see my precious angel kneeling waiting for me.
I look at her closely, she does not seem to be as happy to see me as she usually would be, this concerns me as I sit down at my desk watching her... she crawls over to me resting her head on my legs and I hear her sighing softly.
I reach down stroking her hair gently... "What is troubling you so my angel?" The girl looks up and I see in her eyes a longing that I have tried very hard to ignore
I hold her head gently in my hands, making her look me in the eyes...
~looking up to her Master she sighs again as she knows He as well as her have not been happy here in the city ,, she longs to be back in the forest and knows he does as well~
Tell me girl, what are you thinking... you know I can do nothing if you do not speak your mind to me.
~I shift slightly in my seat watching her, seeing thoughts passing through her mind as she ponders how to say what is there.~
~my Master this girl longs for the times that use to be.. girl running free in the forest .. but does not wish to be without you thou~tears start falling from her eyes~
Looking down on her, seeing her tears.. I look up and around me at all I have gained, in that moment I realize for all I have brought into my life. The wealth, the knowledge, the children, the power... I have nothing....
angel, I will never remove your collar, that is mine a mark that will always be as long as I can hold the key...
However.....
aye my Master
~I take out a parchment, writing upon it then signing it. I then turn and pick up a pack, placing a few things in it which she is not aware of, getting up telling her to stay I go to the kitchen and get some jerky and bread throwing it in as well. The pack contains 3 home stones, 20 double gold tarns, the clothes she came to me in, her sleen knife, the key to her collar, and the letter. I return to her kneeling waiting and hand the pack to my girl...~ Take this it will protect you to the edge of the forest angel, I free you. Do not look back, do not try and stay, you stay it will be for good. If you want me back at your feet then run now, you will have to allow me to come to you on my own terms, just as I did the first time....
~tears fall down her face as she slowly take the pack from her Master as she lowers her frame kissing his feet softly then rising to her feet she looks up at him and whispers aye my Master she leans up kissing his cheek then turns running out of the big doors of her Masters home off into the deep forest never looking back as he told her~
~sighing as I watch her run, feeling my loss but knowing it was for the best, that soon the call will come harder on me to return as well and when I do she will be there waiting. I turn to my scrolls and start crying silently.~
~ wonders into my forest as i move over to my fav tree i climb up on a high branch and sit looking over the forest that once was alive and full of laughter and such... off in the distance i see the city of Sheku Lina seeing how much it has grown run by the beast that once was mine that i see has grown into one very wise gorean man~ i smile to myself with such pride but then sigh~ wondering if he will ever find his way back to see the one that taught him much but then knows in her head that will never be again but she knows there is good reason for it .. she reaches into her pouch as she takes the collar once wore by the beast and holds it close a smile crosses her crimson red lips as a tear falls~ my beast you have come along way and i'm so proud of you and all that you have done with yourself~ i look at the collar once more then climb up the tree higher as i stretch my arm up and hang his collar up on the highest branch as the sun catches it i see it shine as i smile..my beast if ever you need that break you no where to find me love...
i climb down out of the tree and disappear into the gorean mysts~
i love you forever and 3 days my beast
~As I sit in my study pouring over the new laws that are being brought forward for us to review and hash over in hopes of coming to agreements by all I look up and out my window...
I built my study facing this way on purpose, tho of course none here know why. I stare off into the forest that were once my home and hold dear to me not only my birth but someone else, that will always remain very dear in my heart and soul. For a moment I think I see the glint of sun catching something shiny within the trees then shake my head.
I know your out there, I always feel you. I know what you offer me and I know if I need it is there for me no questions asked and no knowledge of this would be shared with any others.
There are times I truly wish I had never found my place in this world and I had stayed in that collar. Life was so much easier that way for me.
Who knows maybe soon I will come searching for you, hide in your arms again and let others worry about who controls what. Even if I know this would only be for a short while because I now have to uphold not only my rep but the honor I have brought.
Maybe it is time for a trip to the forest...~
I loved you enough to call you Mistress, maybe in my heart a part of me still does.
I love you enough, always have always will...
~I turn from my window eyeing the rough drafts in front of me, then eyeing the forest again pondering what I will do, or not so much what but how... It's time to go home...~
i wake from my slumber as i stand up looking around so use to seeing my beast laying there in the furs next to me.. i suddenly move quickly to the tree to see a message had been posted there i pick it up smelling that familiar scent knowing my beast was near i smile to myself then begin to read it...
i know things are tough in this world of gor for you my beast and everyone else
whenever you wish to come home just yell out for me and i will meet you and bring you home for that much needed break i know you need..
i am very proud in all you have done don't ever doubt that and even if you was to never to return know that i am always near and in your heart as you are mine.
i sit down leaning against my fav tree as i wait more news from my beast i drift off back to sleep dreaming of him i whisper as i nod off i love you ja beast always and forever..
~I turn back to my desk again... sighing deeply as I go through the orders for the day planning the rotation of the guards and setting up appointments with those I need to see.
In the back of my head I see the one that encouraged me to be all I could be, sitting in her favorite tree watching down waiting for me to pass under her to pounce... The falls where she loved to sit and relax with me beside her. I am aware she resents a lot of the things I have to do now, how she feels about this world I have come to love so dearly. Yet it was her that brought this out in me...
I place my quill back down on my desk and sit back, rubbing my eyes... I am so confused anymore. Life was so much easier when all I had to do was obey. Yet I know I am a voice of power and knowledge now and many look to what I say or do. I cannot just turn my back on those that need me. Yet at the same time I have needs myself that are left unanswered, I feel hollow inside. Being torn between the desire to surrender into that space I used to know so well and the knowledge that the station I hold is a great one that requires I remain strong and firm.
I get up from my seat and walk to the door calling for my most trusted guard, speaking to him briefly, he nods understanding what I am about to do. "No one will know where you are Beast," my guard responds. "They will just be told you have taken a trip for a while and you will inform them when you return. I will see the matters you are handling are dealt with in your absence..." I look at him in the eyes staring long and hard. "Your my best friend, you know I need to do this, the forest has been calling me for awhile now and the longer I fight it the more miserable I become." He smiles and nods his head at me. "So go man," my friend says, "do what you need to do for you, the world will not stop while your away and others will just have to learn to fend for themselves."
I turn around, closing my books, looking around me for a brief moment then heading for the door.....
I know she feels me, is time. I walk out and down the path looking back for a brief moment then disappear into the forest....~
I have missed you Angelina, I hope you are ready for what is coming. Your going to need to be stronger now than you ever have been before...
waking from a restless sleep i sit up ..then sniff the air knowing the beast is near... i climb up high in my tree and look out over the forest......
i smile to myself as i feel him near me , but also knowing he will need a lot of love and i will have to be more stern then i have ever been ..for he has been a top for almost a yr now... but i know in my own mind i can control this beast ...i have before.. i will again.. first he needs love and affection it has been along time since he has seen that and i know it..
i perch myself high on a branch as i reach and grab his collar holding it tight in my hands waiting to see my beast again after so long...
i let out a loud roar as it echo's thru the forest..~i am here, waiting and ready for you my beast .. i too have missed you so......
~As I walk through the forest I hear her off in the distance. I am nervous for some reason, I am not sure how I will be able to be what I once was for her. There is so much that falls on my shoulders each day that no one is aware of, I am silent about a lot of what bothers me, what hurts me and where I am afraid I may fail.
I know it is not going to be easy to step down into that space again. Not with all I am responsible for, it is going to take her being willing to take on a lot more herself I think. Letting me go through my moods as I did for her when it was needed and picking up the pieces that I have dropped in the process.
I look up and see the falls ahead of me, I know she is not far away as this is her territory now. I rub my throat pondering if I will balk at the collar after all this time. I start looking up as I walk knowing it will be from the trees she finds me.~
I continue walking silently forward through the forest.
~another day has arrived I in My tree eagerly awaiting My beast to arrive, I ponder with many thoughts as to his new life and the time that has lapsed and feel it maybe time to start fresh, to learn one another again...
I know that this all will take time and I am willing to be there for him and always go that extra mile that I know will be needed .. I know he is scared and I know thoughts run thru his head that I wont let him go back to the world of Gor that he has made such a name for himself in but he is wrong .. when he is ready to go back to his world he can go smiles I would never keep him against his own free will...
I sit high in the tree looking out over the forest feeling him so near...
waiting to take him in My loving arms that have missed holding him ~....
I sit waiting in the trees for him as I drift off...........
I sniff the air, I can smell her she is close... I bend down to the ground and find her tracks, looking up I smile softly, some things you have taught me I have not forgotten my feisty panther. I move to a tree and search it, finding the hollow place I know is in it I slowly remove my sleen knife and various items I have carried this far, wrapping them in the skin I brought with me I place them inside the hollow of the tree then return it's growth to cover it back up again.
Moving back to the path I continue walking, coming to the edge of the falls I look out over it, enjoying the sounds as well as the scents I tilt my head back and let out a loud roar.
I'm HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I drop back down close to the ground knowing that now I am the prey once again.
Nothing can change the course of actions back in Laura, I have my duties there, but for a brief moment in time I can allow myself to be the beast I once was again. I was raised in these forests, was trained in them. I will be reborn in them as well...
I continue up the path knowing where each step will lead me. Looking for the signs from long ago that we used to mark our way.
I will not get lost here.
~sitting in our tree awaiting my beasts arrival ....i smile hearing his roar, climbing to higher branches looking in the direction eager to see him..
perched upon the highest branch i look out seeing my beast in the far beyond, i leap to another branch to get a better view of my much loved and dearly missed beast........watching him intently as he draws closer, i sit smiling knowing that even though he is not returning for good, to have him back for any period of time will indeed do us both good...
I see familiar markings as I slowly progress forward. I am looking for 1 path... I almost pass it by when I finally cross it, the only reason I don't is because I am searching intently for it. I thrust aside the plants that have over grown the entrance here and step through them. I know when I let them go again all traces of me will vanish to the world outside. Very few ever came upon this path unless they lived here, and the few who did ended up either in someone's collar or dead. I side stepped the trap I knew was set and kept moving slowly forward. In some places I almost got stuck, I had gotten a bit larger since the last time I was here it seemed. I heard to my left the sound of a forest panther, I stopped in my tracks to see what direction it would be moving in. I would not think twice about killing it if I needed to. I was sure Angelina would enjoy the new pelt.
It jumped out of the brush at me, I grabbed it by it's throat and squeezed down... It clawed at me, leaving some marks as it slowly died in my grasp. I looked down at my chest and arms and saw the blood flowing... I needed to get to the camp and soon, some of these cuts were deep.
I slung the corpse over my shoulder and continued up the trail. I knew it wasn't much further, maybe half a day.
~ I wake suddenly hearing the noises echoing thru the forest I sit up looking around and sniffing at the air...
I know the beast grows closer I stand up as I jump from tree to tree moving closer to him feeling he is in some pain from what I don't no maybe that was the noises I heard .. hoping he is ok I move quickly thru the trees ....
I let out a load roar .."I'm coming My beast ..I'm coming...
I stop and jump down from the trees as I reach inside a hidden spot in one of My trees and grab my pouch of rep cloth and oils and such in case he needs tending to then rush back up the tree and quickly move thru them .... I roar again... "here Me My boy follow My voice I'm coming..........
I continue up the path, the weight of the panther over my shoulder, the blood flowing freely from my wounds. I know I need to get to camp soon or I will pass out from blood loss and be prone to any larl or sleen that smells the blood in the area.
I spot a wylow tree and walk over to it, pulling some of it's bark off I put it in my mouth and begin chewing, this deadens some of my pains and allows me to continue my journey. I still know I need to make it soon as this has not stopped my blood loss.
Then I hear her, from the sound she must be about 3 or 4 ahn away, but I could be wrong as sounds in the forest can trick ones ears at times. It hurts my chest badly but I yell out using one of our calls so she knows I can hear her. I do not stop moving, for I know to do this would make me prone to the other sounds I have been hearing around me, these sounds are much larger creatures than the panther was, I am very sure it is a larl, and not a small one either. I hike the corpse up higher on my back and struggle onward... I know once I reach her camp I will be safe, it is just making it to the camp now that I am concerned about. I am now wishing I had kept my knife on me, with it I might stand a small chance against the larl, a panther unarmed for me was no challenge but a larl was a lot bigger and I knew could end my life quickly within a few swipes of it's massive paws.
I have made it half way now, but the sun has started to set and I can see above me through the trees 2 of the 3 moons. I am greatly in danger if I do not find coverage or the camp before dark as I know I will become the larl's meal easily.
~hearing the calls of my beast I move towards his yells faster knowing by the sounds of them he was hurting~
~I dart quickly thru the tree's following his sounds I finally catch up with him I look up hearing the sounds of a larl as well,,knowing that the boy is a easy target from carrying the dead panther and wounded himself as well..
~I drop down from the trees but out of his sight setting a trap behind him in the direction I hear the larl moving from, to capture it allowing him to keep moving
~I turn climbing back up the tree moving back to camp ahead of him...
~I keep moving forward, feeling weaker with each step. I hear sounds behind me but do not turn around to look for I fully know to stop now would and could mean my death...
I see a clearing ahead of me and know it is her camp, behind me I hear the sounds of a larl in great pain... I wonder what happened but shrug as I keep moving forward.
I reach the edge of the camp, seeing the flames of the fire in it's center then drop to my knees, releasing my grip on the panther i slump to the ground passing out knowing I have reached safety.~
~sitting high up in my tree i see him slump to the ground passing out, I hurry down from the tree knowing he has wounds that need tending to...
~ I go over to him dragging him into My hut I take some wet cloths cleaning his wounds then apply some ointment...
~seeing that the wound has stopped bleeding I place another wet cloth on his forehead..I smile knowing he is now safe and back where he should be then turning and grabbing a fur I place it over him as I go off to build up the fire for us to stay warm for the nite...
~seeing the dead panther corpse and knowing the larl was trapped and is now dead I take my sleen knife as I walk to the panther corpse and begin to skin and gut it out....
~I take the skin and hang it over a high branch then take the remain and toss them into a bucket nearby and put it into the storage hut..~
~seeing that its to dark to do much more I decide to wait on going after the larl until morning when its safer I go back to My hut where My beast is and call it a nite waking ever now and then to check on him making sure he doesn't break out in fever.........~
~Waking during the night I look up and see a roof over my head, hurting from my wounds... I place my hand to my side and feel bandages, rolling slightly to my side I see her laying there next to me... smiling to myself realizing I made it to her camp I fall back to sleep....~
~Morning comes and I wake to the sounds of her moving around within her camp. I sit up slowly, then crawl out of her hut to go sit by the fire pit. I know when she is ready she will come sit and talk to me. I put my hand to my throat and notice she has not replaced her collar on me yet, this gives me a moment to think, I know she has it, I know I want it. However I know her ways and am sure she will want to hunt me again. I ponder what she is going to do as I watch her dragging the remains of a larl into camp...~
~Morning comes... I wake early to go finish taking care the remains of the panther then over to where the larl was caught in My trap dragging it back to the camp as I sit on My stump against a tree taking My sleen knife I start to skin it and gut the creature the same as I did the nite before to the panther.. ~
~I look over as I see him move around then look over at Me ,,I motion him over to Me.. I notice him put his hands on his throat I smirk then say to him , aye your right I haven't put My collar upon your throat I smirk and lean in to him... you know I have always enjoyed a good chase esp. with you~
~I tell him that it was very thoughtful to bring the panther back with him but he should have just left it as that is why the larl was following him~
~I sit with him spending to what seems hours talking to him I tell him of the other panthers that are near by and to stay very close to camp..~
~I move closer to him and say ...you do know that I will place My collar back on your throat but for now you need to rest up some more and get well.. ~
~Now go rest dear beast you are going to need it~smiles~he nods his head as I watch him go back into My hut~
~i listen as she speaks to me, when scolding me for the panther i hang my head, knowing she is right and the first law of survival in the forest when wounded is to stop the bleeding because if you don't you become hunted by the animals that live off the sent of blood.
As she tells me that there will be a chase i smile to myself, she loves the hunt and i enjoy the chase, hoping that i will make it worth her effort once again.
She brings up the fact there is another pride nearby, i think and nod my head knowing of the Daki pride that i have been doing business with, i had been watching for signs of them on my way to the camp but hadn't seen where they had come into her territory as yet, but also know i might have missed things she wouldn't since it has been so long since i had to rely on my senses like she does.
Then she orders me to her hut to rest some more. i go, not arguing, i know in this place it is she that is boss and i am to obey if i wish to keep my life. i reach down touching the brand she placed on my thigh so long ago as i walk back to her hut to lay back down... She is right, i need to regain my strength and health if i wish to give her a run for her money, and knowing another pride is close makes it a higher gamble, when she let's me go who will catch me? Her or one of them???
i lay down in her furs thinking on these things as i slowly fade off to sleep.~
~As I watch him go back into My hut to rest ..I wander down to the falls .. remembering before when I found him down here .. I sit down at the edge of the water as the many thoughts of the times we had together could now be again for good.......
~I think to Myself How wonderful it is going to be with him back with Me.. I know he has been in the city a long time know and will need to be re trained thou I know in my heart he couldn't have forgotten all that I taught him or he would have never made it back to Me and the forest.. ~
~I know he has come back because of all the stress and such of being such a well known gorean Scribe,and the many people that looked up to him and also I know the yearning in his heart to be back in the forest where he belongs, where he was born,and raised , and belonged with Me....I know this is where he belongs as well,, at My feet, and in My heart forever ..~
~I smile to Myself as these thoughts go thru My mind as I look forward to the chase and Making him Mine again for always never to let him go..Yes beast you shall be Mine this time I am never letting you go again...~
I wander back to My camp to look in on him.. I see him still sleeping I whisper softly "Hope you still Know how to run fast My beast as I and you Dear Mother , My sister , The Great Panther WitchBlade taught you"
~I smirk and walk out of My hut again and wander down My path to gather some nuts and berries for us to eat this nite knowing he will need food in his gut.. then I walk into the smoke hut to get some jerky that had been made not long ago as well ...~
~Turning around I make My way up My tree to watch out over the forest , Listening to the many sounds closing My eyes yet again , My thoughts drifting to the Mighty beast in My hut..........~
~my sleep is restless... i am sitting in my office again, feeling the chains to my title and duty. i am under everyone's constant eyes. i feel like i am going to loose my mind...
The only freedom i feel is when on the back of my great tarn Gabriel, he flies me high above it all, letting me observe my home where i grew up. i yearn to return there but am scared to do it. i know the price it will cost me...
Then my dream turns back through the years to the falls where i met my Mistress... Looking up seeing her standing there so proud and beautiful... i knew then where i truly belonged and know it now as well...
then my dream wanders to the hunt, her chasing me through her forest, my mother watching us both laughing knowing the true love between us. Her collaring me, my mother was happy yet knew i was to live a higher life sooner or later, in my dreams i cry out to her... "MOTHER I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE!!!" It was then that it came to me to return where i began, could hear her whisper in the winds when on Gabs back, "Go home boy, your not a city person, your the forest, it breathes in you, go back where you belong, be free of the things that worry you so. Let your soul and heart fly... Go back to her boy, it's where you belong..."
~i continue to slumber with these dreams going through my mind, knowing in my heart this is where i belong and will never leave again. The city taught me a lot, but it is not where my heart lies, nor where my fire burns brightest... i am a creature of these forests, and to them i have come again...~
~sitting high in my favorite tree, listening to the night sounds of the forest come alive around me, I hear my beast's restless tossing and turning, murmuring in his sleep..things of the great city he left behind. I hear him cry out to his mother deep in his dreams. Smiling to myself, feeling confident in the knowledge that he is home, and somewhere deep in his heart he knows he is, I begin to think how he grows stronger day by day..his wounds healing well with no signs of infection. Scars...aye..but otherwise doing well. Soon it will be time to test my beloved beast's memory to see how much of his forest life he has retained, knowing I will watch closely and will know in my heart when he will be strong enough and able to run. Feeling my heart race, remembering his capture the first time, I look forward to the second knowing this beast will not submit easily and will give me the good fight. Leaning my head back against the thick trunk of the ancient tree I keep my watch in, smiling, wondering at the full days ahead with my beloved beast. Will I keep him forever, or again let him return to the City he's worked so hard in? Only time will tell these things. As the night wears on and I hear only the natural sounds and smell only the natural scents of the forest around me, feeling at peace, I climb down from my high post and move to the hut. Standing, looking upon the face of the beast I love so much and for so long, I move to lie beside him on the furs, softly caressing his face and watching his disturbed sleep calm..a smile curling the corner of his lips. I also sleep....~
~waking i feel her next to me, it is a comforting feeling... i stretch and she moves, curling up in her furs... i silently get up, knowing she will wake shortly because i am not there.
i crawl out of her hut into the morning light and look down at my wounds, i was always a fast healer and tho i will have scars from what they are healing rapidly. i flex and bend, stretching myself making sure i am limber enough, then i grab the bucket and wander down to gather water for the camp for the morning. Upon returning i see her sitting up in her hut watching me...
i have scouted the area between the camp and the water hole, plotting in my head what route i will wish to take when she orders me to run. She has mentioned the Daki pride in the area, i am not overly worried about them really, i am more concerned with trying to evade her for as long as possible. In my mind i know exactly where i will run.
i put the bucket in it's place and move near the fire pit kneeling there waiting for her to come out.
She wants a good chase, i know this, i plan on giving her just that. i have grown since the last time she tracked me, have learned a great deal as well... i will not be as easy a prey as i was the first time she found me.
I wake suddenly jumping up out of My furs because he is not next to me...........
I dash out of my hut quickly ,, stopping as I see him still here then I breath a sigh of relief...
I walk to him then caresses the side of his face with my hand looking into his eyes then I lean down whispering to him...
"Dear beast.. everyone knows you have returned to the forest, why not just submit to me and get this all over with?"
But I sigh knowing he will not make this easy for Me and will make me chase him down thou I have always wished him to just submit willingly...
I kiss the top of his head and whisper again, if you wish to submit then do so if not then run .....
I step back still looking into his eyes wondering what it is he truly wants.. to be here with Me or go back where everyone says he belongs.. tears run down my face as I turn away and walk off to the falls ..........
~i look at her as she walks away to the falls pondering her words...
Raging inside, part of me desiring to give her the hunt, part of me wishing to give in and just submit to her, i know she is right, they know i have ran to the forest now...
i follow her to the falls, watching her as she sits on her favorite rock, taking in the sounds of the water crashing around recalling when i first met her here and submitted to her.
i quietly walk up behind her, placing my hands before me, my body reacts on it's own accord.
Kneeling before Her, my legs spread apart, i extend my arms up to Her, my wrists crossed.
Speak beast, what do you want? She says as she stares down upon me.
i would not have run from you Mistress, you know that..
aye this beast does beg of You, to be Your kajirus, to serve You true.
This beast begs Your collar Mistress.
This beast wanted the hunt, mostly because he wished his Mistress to show him that in all ways she had full control over him, taking from him what she desires. However my Mistress is right, this beast had submitted to You the moment he had left Laura to make this journey back here to You.
The hunt would have only been a game.
i bow my head lower with my wrists extended before me remaining silent now. i had given myself to her, there was no longer a choice for me what i would or would not do. If i run it will be at her command alone now.....
~Tears run down my face as I hear his words...
If this is truly your wish then so be it My beast...
I stand up telling him to wait here as I walk over to My fav tree ..I climb high up it stopping I look down at the beast as he watches me...
I stretch My arm up I grabbing his collar that encircled his throat the last time ...
I climb back down the walk over to him..
I stand in front of the beast as he kneels, his arms crossed, and stretched up before Me...
I touch his face once more then taking his mane moving it to the side as I place my collar around his throat...
My beast if this is truly your wish knowing that there is no turning back this time I wish you to lock this collar shut yourself making you totally Mine now and forever..
~Feeling the metal upon my throat once again, knowing this time it will not be removed as it was once before. i close my eyes for a moment seeing my great tarn, thinking of my library, the wealth i held, my office... i know when i close this metal band upon my throat for her all this will be gone. The only thing i will truly miss, upon reflecting as i finger the metal band, will be Gab.
i look up at her for a moment, letting her see the free male that lays inside her beast, then with a loud click i close the locks on the collar.
This beast will always be a scribe at heart Mistress, but in his heart he will always be nothing more than your beast, his knowledge and skills only used for your desires and needs. Why did you think when you released me i took the name Beast my Mistress? It was nothing more than a reminder of who i truly was... After all a Beast is still just a beast...
i look up to her waiting to see what she will do now that she sees the collar secured....
~smiles seeing him close the lock shut ...
whispering, I will make sure some how gab stays with us the Hidden Valley is near and we can keep him there as its spacious and he will be safe there...
I know you will still always be a scribe at heart my beloved beast,I will never stop you from trying to learn and help people better understand the books not the online crap..
I lower down to my knees in front of him as I take him in my arms lowering him to his back as I move over the top of him kissing him deeply as My hands travel down his body I let out a low growl as I bite at his bottom lip...
Then I rise pulling him up to his feet leading him back to my hut...
laying him back down I move my body again over his whispering"your Mine now My beast" I then smile as I take what now belongs to Me..
~groaning softly, smiling inside as she takes what she desires from me...
It has come finally full circle for this beast. Born to the Panther known as WitchBlade, raised as a child amongst these trees, then falling in love with her sister Angelina, beast submitted to her long ago.
However he was still a man and the need to live as one pressed on him, and she knowing this gave him his freedom, taking his collar to stay close to him. He worked very hard to prove to all that he was skilled at his caste, spending many many hours helping any that came to him seeking to learn more about the great scrolls that he himself would pour over for hours upon hours.
However there comes a time when even the greatest of men have to step back and look at what they truly see inside themselves, what is deepest in their souls. For him it was the longing to return to his simpler days when he was just a beast in a collar, wandering the great forest with his mistress doing as she commanded or wished.
He knew the hs's of the places he loved most were well cared for, Mistress held the stones for Laura and Cliffs and Sheku Lina, making these 3 locations very secure and safe. Now whatever happened with them would be her choice, for he was nothing more than her beast....bagheera, had been reborn.....
It has finally come my Mistress,
Over 2 fulls years to complete this circle.
But,through all that has been,
You have truly delivered me.
This beast thanks you for your collar,
and all the love you have given him over these last few years.
bagheera
April 30th, 2004
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