i am not weak, nor am i incapable of controlling my own life. i simply choose not to for i have found
a better way. it is a safer and gentler way for me to live my life. i've entrusted my care and well
being to the hands of another, my dominant. in doing so, he has become all things to me, my protector,
caregiver, lover, teacher and my master. i look to him for guidance and support because i know he
has my best interests in his heart. he has earned my trust and respect by being who and what he is.
in turn has leaded me to discover who and what i am. his guidance is gentle but strict, wanting only
the best i can give. He settles for a little less then perfection because he knows i'm not prefect.
control gives me freedom. no longer do i have to struggle with decisions that overwhelm me. my spirit
is set free under his dominance and my heart soars above the earth with his love under my wings,
lifting me to new heights each day. his strength makes me strong and yet allows me to be the soft
gentle soul my inner nature demands. i no longer need to fight for a place in life, for i've found
my place at his feet. his guidance takes me places i would never have gone on my own and i revel
in the challenges this journey has brought. his bonds have released me from the chains of fear,
prejudice and ignorance that were wrapped around me by societies teachings and expectations of me
as a woman. his protection gives me peace for i know in his care i am safe and sheltered from the
things i dread most. his training and teaching have given me knowledge to help me meet the demands
often made of me by life, but most of all he has taught me about myself. in serving him, i have been
honored with his gifts. in my surrender i have been set free. in kneeling i have reached the sky and
danced among the clouds. in loving him i have been loved beyond my dreams. we have formed a symbiosis
of giving and taking, yin and yang soul mates and a perfect fulfillment of our inherent natures. he
calls me his treasure, i call him my master.
~angel loves you dearly my master and prays every day that our love will forever grow and stay as
strong as it has ~
love forever..
My girl, I am strict when you need direction.
I shelter you when you are scared.
I nurture you to be the best you can be.
I will always be here for you.
I expect nothing but know in your submission I will have all you can give me, and you will always
strive to give me your best as you know nothing short of this will do.
I expect we will still have disagreements, but I will always win as I am the one that leads for both
of us.
I will never hurt you, nor will I willingly sit by and allow others to harm you. In submitting to me
you became a part of me and when you hurt, I also hurt.
you, my most precious angel, are the rose in my special garden, the treasured one that I have taken
great pleasure in watering, feeding, nurturing and watch grow and bloom into something more beautiful
than words could begin to describe.
I rejoyous at your accomplishments and take pride in the small ways you honor me each day of our
lives together.
I look forward to them being many and deeply enriched for both of us.
My angel, your words show not only to me but to others why I so love you.
you are in my collar now, you wear my mark. This is for life angel, I am never going to let you go.
I truly do love you my treasured angel. More than you may ever know.
October 3rd, 2003
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